[You make me feel like Screaming to the damn World]
I have a feeling I might just begin to regret & whine & cry if the guy from fabr1k doesn't e-mail us to update on its progress in the local market. Dammit, I've so much confidence in their line. Dammit, I feel like being part of it. Behehehe. OMGK3JSYNDROME. I got an awesome shirt from them, even Hon&Nad&Skinneh liked it ! :D & I had a good conversation with that dood. GMH.
I haven't been talking about leaving for some time, huh ? Just cos I ain't. For the moment. Maybe, possibly, I'm Happy. At least, I'll allow Content to take its leave for now. I haven't been able to properly catch up with the people who mean a big deal to me. I miss Sha. I miss TingTing. I miss my Mommies. I miss my Mommy. & sometimes I feel so small as compared to the rest of the kids at home, like I'm abandoned.
But have I told you ? Mother nature's a fucking slut. She makes me feel like a fucking loser. Because she made me cry. Because I'm so afraid to lose you, Girlfriend. I'm afraid of when the day comes that I can't hold you like I do anymore.
I hate being female. Fucking takes a toll on my lower back, too.
OMG YOU SEE YOU SEE. KNN. *fades to black* Grrl, I miss you, too. I hope your chest is doing alright. All I wanna do is hold you right now. You're My Favourite Grrl, My Only Grrlfriend ♥