[oh my fucking god, I hate being female like this]
Rolled down my guards. Still afraid. Still afraid I might just lose you. Still fucking afraid something this good isn't gonna come by again. Still motherfucking afraid my good grip's gonna slip, slip you away. Because I'm warped. & I don't use Revlon. & I don't own a watch. I'm trembling, I'm failing at what I do best, Cos my vision's blurring.
For the first time after so long, so fucking long, I don't wanna walk out the door.
