Imma update on the the better days of the past two weeks some other time. Can't wait to yakyakyak all about it here with the aid of uploaded visuals ! Wait for it, kids.
There will be days when you think you're better left outcasted, Or for a better perception, There will be days when you think staying shut in your own world makes things easier for you.
Dear Ms Closet, Don't shut without me. You're my home now. For a while, I hope. I'm shutting down. But I'm not ignorant.
I'll show up, when the show's over. So, pardon my intextability.
[edit] No wonder I love(d) to walk away. Because staying is so fucking hard. I don't wanna stay anymore. But I can't pay the practical consequences. I don't wanna fucking stay. That means I have to graduate on time. No more fucking with the academic authorities. I'm gonna make it out alive. April 2011, wait for me. [/edit]
I find myself a contradiction all over again because here I am, asking myself: How can I have my highest high when I'm at my lowest low ? Fucking shoot me.
