[Feeling like having Nandos & the Extra Hot tag :D]
I left my adventure in HK & left my thrill in KL.
& now I want them back fucking badly.
Don't get me wrong, I do love the idea of starting school again.
But I haven't had enough of getting out of this shit country.
Who wants to buy me a ticket to both those cities with accomodation to boot ?
SLAPSELF. Nobody loves me enough/is crazy enough to pull that off.
So now I'm motherfucking legally blessed.
My 18th on the 19th.
The first person to wish me was Skinneh's kid sister, a few days in advance on FB. Hahahaha cute siol. & I got awzm collage-art cards from Skinneh & her kid sister a day or two before my birthday but I forgot to bring them home ):
18th April: Dinner with Ting baby at Paragon, getting frustrated at the early-closing stores of FEP, crashed her crib for a fix & watch MTV/The Nanny.
Gay as it sounds, weird as it seems, especially coming from me, I actually sort of counted down to my birthday with Ting ! :D
Baby I fucking love you to fucking death because of you & the things you do cos you do.
& yes, we watched each other having sex in a Japanese restaurant. I mean, come on, how can you resist such fine flesh ?
[I'm so convinced whoever's reading is going :O & heh heh]
I'm still amazed at myself for getting home safe in my state that night, on fucking foot, from Siglap.
18th/19th April: Thank you so fucking much to all you awzm schiznits who remembered & texted & called me to wish me. God bless you, that you even have the capacity to store my redundance in your head. Aku bless you all back. :D
19th April: Lunch at Gyo-Ku HV with Mommies. Tongue is motherfucking good. No lezzo content/pun intended. Korean pancakes are fucking awzm. So okay, we got super full & sat outside for a smoke. Mommies ordered desert but I didn't cos srsly I couldn't shove anything else down my damn throat. Talking talking.. Then I felt a sudden gush of air-conditioning from inside the restaurant gush out but I ignored, thinking the staff's gonna attend to the customer next to us but noooooooo. The staff at Gyo-Ku were singing Happy Birthday, walking in my direction, whilst lighting up a candle. My sneaky Mommies surprised me with a 4-layered sexy chocolate cake from TCC.
Me: Omg NOOOOOO. Omg this is so fucking gay. But cool. But fucking gay !!
Butch Mom: Yea, I know but not as gay as me !
Me: Hahahahaha I know, right.
So I was supposed to make a wish but I couldn't really so I rushed a few words but I definitely meant it. But I guess this is more like what I wanted to say to the world:
God bless you all, my great friends, for coming into my life & still sticking around with me. Thank you for putting up with me & all that I have been & can be. Thank you for having faith & trust in me. Thank you, dear God, for letting me watch myself turn 18, & even now 4 days later, I'm still alive & living as an 18-year-old. Thank you to all the people who've been with me thus far, for loving me for who I was, who I am. & you know, I finally feel like my own age.
Srsly I thought it was gonna end there. Not. I was presented with a wrapped gift from Mommies & then apparently our bill was over a hundred (like fuck omg I'm sorry ):) & we were entitled to lucky draw. So I got to pull out the lucky ticket. But I got a "Try Again. Thank You." The Staff gave me chance for another try. Guess what I got?! 
Friggin Asahi. "You Win !! A pack of 12 cans Asahi Beers."
Gay much?
Then when I came home, my Mom had friends over, so did my brother. & I had a friggin baby pink cake waiting for me on the coffee table in the living room. With fucking 8 candles. Another gay scene, much ? Hahahahah. Followed by pizza mania.
Tbh, I didn't think this birthday would be any different than my past. I really didn't see the big deal about it. Not until, all this knocked on my door.
18 now. Another year closer to death. Another year of added responsibilities & expectations. Another year closer to slipping out of under this roof.
But I'm not complaining. My days look better. They have been since coming back from KL. Although, my better days were the ones I spent there.
I miss you so fucking much I want to cry.
