Monday, March 2
[Am I less of a lady if I don't wear my panty hose?]
It's party season, if you haven't noticed or gotten the vibe yet.
I may have started too early by a day.
E-love-ater was bangin', after gathering proper crowd & uh, giving up on watching the dead. Hahahaha. & yes, by the dead I mean them kids who were passed out before any Cinderella was supposed to be home. I got to finally mingle & talk to Renu ! & thank god we got to dance before she had to go home.
Just for that night, I felt as though Renu had to pull a Shida cos well, she had a curfew & I didn't. Hahaha. Actually, I felt like whoever had to go off before sunrise were Shidas. WTF@ME.
So what if I looked major Ew even before entering? All I know, whatever started out awkward ended up swell, way more than swell.
Well, I haven't got any proper decent and/or awzm photos of the party. Why?
Because my slut of a husband and/or photographer joined the dead.
& now I'm dead pissed that no one owns any picture of her dead like that.
You'd probably laugh&freak at the same time. At least I knew I mostly laughed. Hahahaha.
Ok I'm sorry, tak funny.
& then, because I was left alone, I lost myself.
Even as I type, I'm trying to figure just one moment or just one second when I could've U-turned into the realm that I know.
I know now I can hold way more than I expected that I could hold out throughout my paper.
Maybe, just maybe, I don't know who I am right now.
But at least I scored.
The afternoon after was dedicated to Accounting exam. Then major motherfuckingfrustrating jam to Panjang & finally getting to see Clost again (: Was supposed to flee to Haji Lane with Ms Poccohontas but shit happened & omg I'm just so dead sorry, baby!
& OK BOSS, I OWE YOU RC MILK. I'll make it up to you in a way or another, tak bedek !
Supposed to meet Jue, too, that night but that didn't work as well.
I remember a green mat, carpark & peeing in public.
Saturday/Sunday involved a lot of transitions. Some surreal, some surprising, some impromtu.
Summing up, dinner @ Hip Diner's with Bebek & Mean Bitch. Some disconnection by the time we reached Far East. Met back up with Skinneh & Sheila & kids outside. Bus-ed to Haji Lane for sheesha with Mans & Cherry. Bumped into Vonn & her kids. Some DD went on but I really wonder if it's worth it.
& HAVE I TOLD YOU?! I LOVE VONN MACAM NAK MAMPOS COS SHE PWNS. :D
Then we lost our pack of cigarette & ordered another pot of sheesha just minutes before closing.
Rei's was once peaceful & I liked it like that, but it's no longer. They play mainstream music now ):
Otey said I could get it on the house sometime & I randomly named his asisstant Jo. Hahahah.
Otey freaked Vonn out too hahahaaha.
Everything after that until I got home mainly involved the weather. Hahhahahaha. Major wtf, I could slap myself upside down inside out right about.. NOW.
I never really liked the sun and/or outdoors anyway.
I get them pictures up once Skinneh uploads them.
& today was spent recuperating. This cycle starts tomorrow, at JJ with Shaik.
& hell, I ain't surprised at how other halves never liked my presence/existence.
But hey, I was created to function like that.
So whatcha gonna do about that?
Darlings, whatcha know about me?
Drifting off to Lipgloss now...
[Am I less of a lady if I don't wear my panty hose?]
It's party season, if you haven't noticed or gotten the vibe yet.
I may have started too early by a day.
E-love-ater was bangin', after gathering proper crowd & uh, giving up on watching the dead. Hahahaha. & yes, by the dead I mean them kids who were passed out before any Cinderella was supposed to be home. I got to finally mingle & talk to Renu ! & thank god we got to dance before she had to go home.
Just for that night, I felt as though Renu had to pull a Shida cos well, she had a curfew & I didn't. Hahaha. Actually, I felt like whoever had to go off before sunrise were Shidas. WTF@ME.
So what if I looked major Ew even before entering? All I know, whatever started out awkward ended up swell, way more than swell.Well, I haven't got any proper decent and/or awzm photos of the party. Why?
Because my slut of a husband and/or photographer joined the dead.
& now I'm dead pissed that no one owns any picture of her dead like that.
You'd probably laugh&freak at the same time. At least I knew I mostly laughed. Hahahaha.
Ok I'm sorry, tak funny.
& then, because I was left alone, I lost myself.
Even as I type, I'm trying to figure just one moment or just one second when I could've U-turned into the realm that I know.
I know now I can hold way more than I expected that I could hold out throughout my paper.
Maybe, just maybe, I don't know who I am right now.
But at least I scored.
The afternoon after was dedicated to Accounting exam. Then major motherfuckingfrustrating jam to Panjang & finally getting to see Clost again (: Was supposed to flee to Haji Lane with Ms Poccohontas but shit happened & omg I'm just so dead sorry, baby!
& OK BOSS, I OWE YOU RC MILK. I'll make it up to you in a way or another, tak bedek !
Supposed to meet Jue, too, that night but that didn't work as well.
I remember a green mat, carpark & peeing in public.
Saturday/Sunday involved a lot of transitions. Some surreal, some surprising, some impromtu.
Summing up, dinner @ Hip Diner's with Bebek & Mean Bitch. Some disconnection by the time we reached Far East. Met back up with Skinneh & Sheila & kids outside. Bus-ed to Haji Lane for sheesha with Mans & Cherry. Bumped into Vonn & her kids. Some DD went on but I really wonder if it's worth it.
& HAVE I TOLD YOU?! I LOVE VONN MACAM NAK MAMPOS COS SHE PWNS. :D
Then we lost our pack of cigarette & ordered another pot of sheesha just minutes before closing.
Rei's was once peaceful & I liked it like that, but it's no longer. They play mainstream music now ):
Otey said I could get it on the house sometime & I randomly named his asisstant Jo. Hahahah.
Otey freaked Vonn out too hahahaaha.
Everything after that until I got home mainly involved the weather. Hahhahahaha. Major wtf, I could slap myself upside down inside out right about.. NOW.
I never really liked the sun and/or outdoors anyway.
I get them pictures up once Skinneh uploads them.
& today was spent recuperating. This cycle starts tomorrow, at JJ with Shaik.
& hell, I ain't surprised at how other halves never liked my presence/existence.
But hey, I was created to function like that.
So whatcha gonna do about that?
Darlings, whatcha know about me?
Drifting off to Lipgloss now...
rewind and click playback.
