I'm just so motherfucking sick of having to deal with this. See. Register. Be blessed. Can't we all just motherfucking take it as it is? I did. I still am. Why can't you? You grew up, you're better now.
Start syncing internals with externals. Because it sickens me that you're on repeat. Because it saddens me that you're never enough.
I wish I hated imperfections like everyone else does. I wish I could fucking breakdown right now. I wish I could let myself be saved. I thought you knew, everyone leaves. So why can't I?