For a sod attempt at posting a decipherable entry,
I skipped Bus Stats paper today. That pig of a tutor can't do shit to me even if he tried. I'm actually thinking of repeating this module in Year 2 but there's BA2 to cover. & fucking hell, I don't wanna postpone my CDSes. I've come to a conclusion that I like studying. No, I more-than-like studying. & I like having my self-derived notes because I understand my own twisted ways. God bless Chigga cos God loves her enough that she understands them. I'm getting more & more convinced that opting for Marketing for the next two years is a wise choice for the career path that I want to embrace. That damn boutique's gonna roar into life, with Ms Poccohontas to boot :D But to cater to the mainstream? I really don't want to. Gotta narrow down my target market ^.^ Being jobless is no fun but it's good to a certain extent that it imposes a challenge on me. Read: Need VS Want. Yes, through the 12 months (or more) of working, it's safe to say I temporarily deleted this law of sanity & survival. Mmm, my bad. I can't wait for tomorrow's paper to be done with !! My insides have been shaking incessantly in the past few days. It's fucking scaring me. I've a bad bad feeling my system's gonna shut down.
& no, don't ask wtf I want for Christmas cos no one fucking sane can grant it to me. I'm bitter like that but it's not like anyone gives a flying fisting fuck.
I have 2 weeks to go insane & possibly tour this country & mark my back alleys. I either want you with me or not at all. Don't blame me if I don't holler.
In the same 2 weeks, I will make the effort to hang out with my now-distant almost-not-rebel unlesbian twin, Skinneh, Clost, Estelle, Ms Poccohontas+Andro Rush, Fucked-up Four, TS schiznits, Moke, my much-missed 3-years-and-still-together Mommies, part of the lezfez community from TP, kids from Adrie's scene, Aqilah & fucking hell, last but not damn least, most-missed I-need-to-meet-you-now-before-I-shutdown Sha GazeBanksMofaz.
Holright, save this next 12 hours for MktFnd & all of that can fucking start.
