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Monday, December 15

[Sometimes you gotta lie to live, or to even scrape through it]

I feel completely loved by Chigga + DJ Python cos they bothered to call me 16 times over when I didn't really attend to the phone last night. My kids are so well-bred, I'm such a proud Mom :D

But then again, eeeyer. Don't wanna be doomed to be a Mom.

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Unlike my fucking irresponsible husband who only bugs me when he sees me online.

Freddie Gonner says:
where the fuck were you?
EH KIDS LOOKY SYAFIQ >> says:
dying at home.
EH KIDS LOOKY SYAFIQ >> says:
am i gonna get bitchslapped nao?
Freddie Gonner says:
bitch
EH KIDS LOOKY SYAFIQ >> says:
anyway, how's you. haven't seen you around for a bit
Freddie Gonner says:
you gone what
EH KIDS LOOKY SYAFIQ >> says:
that was just ONE night i was gone, gimme a break. you were gone since like WEEKS

Well I'm not sorry you're getting the shorter end of this HAHAHArelationship! :D

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I got to catch up with Str8 Twin today, at long fucking last after like prolly a year & a half.

Yes, since Munir's 16th celebration.

You, my dear, has truly taken me by multiple mini shocks !

Srsly, so many schizfizz can happen in a frack year.

& yet so much can be done within a day of getting back onto each other's tracks. Especially making rough plans to spend time together again in the near future.

My unlesbian twin is prettier than me. Then again, I was never pretty to begin with. Still, aku jealous nak mampos ):

We should meet Mdm Zubaidah one of these days & thank her for mistaking us for each other back in primary school. Cos that's how we met. Out of mistaken identities.

So we had Jap for lunch, finally (since the time I slept over at Chigga's) & I so brought her into a new realm of glorious food. She's even thinking of bringing her mom there sometime since she likes Jap food too.

We took a longer route to OF & chilled & caught up somemore & later my kids joined us. & damn you, son, for always thinking I have ulterior motives up my non-existent sleeves when I'm out with a human being with boobs & a vagina. My Winstons were gone in a 6-hour span. We camwhored as though lenses are gonna go out of stocks soon. Bus ride home was fucking insanely freezing I thought my boobs were gonna fall off. Then I thought of Ersian & how he used to velcro his tits back in place hahahah.

& I can't fucking believe what I wore out today. I felt bare but still comfortable in my skin. I need a fucking slap.

I love this break's line-up. Even though it's also packed with tinges of getting lost, revisiting & closing gaps, swallowed into delinquency & possibly being ripped apart in the insides. Oh & draining my brain out for them projects.

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