Wednesday, December 31

[I will not leave a letter, nothing at all]

Year's not over yet but I'm done already.
Idk if it's been too much or too little but hey, at the very least I'm still alive.
Maybe I'd prove myself wrong & live to see myself turn 18.
4 more months to see through before 2009 starts for me.

For 2008 by calendar,
& I'll remember for:
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8 highlights
1- Hong Kong retirement adventure/17th Birthday Chalet/4-day November runaway.
2- Walking out on Coffee Club after 12ish damn months.
3- A ButchFemmeBaby lesbian foster family.
4- Zero hesitation walking out the doors.
5- A night of exposed crying.
6- Sifting out the people that matter to me/Expanding community circle/Rekindling with long-losts.
7- Another year closer to death & surviving under this roof.
8- Two Christmas Cards/Three Birthday surprises/Three hairstyles/Four Awesome Fat Paychecks/ One more-than-good-enough Os Results Slip for Mom's birthday present & getting to TP.
I love my left-braided+red fringe hair the most. Followed by left boy-cut thunderbird hair followed by current hair
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I'm not sorry for the way it did/didn't work out to be.
I'm not sorry for the way I did/didn't turn out to be.

SittinghereIwasteadaywhilethesememoriesfadeaway.
All I want right now is to be forgotten.
& prepare a young death.

2008: Re-defining internal core values & challenging self-control.


rewind and click playback.



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