After so long, after so much, I'm sorry I couldn't dust it off but let you up two nights ago. I'm sorry I caved in & let you down, letting you drown. I'm sorry you had to feel exposed & twisted. But I finally reached my saturation point. The cloud over my head had to go cos there hadn't been rain for such a long, sod time. I'm still sticking with you, start over with you, on a fresh-er clean-er slate. I can't lose you. I can't leave you, too. You're the only one I've got. You're the only one I'll ever have. At the end of any day.
