Wednesday, October 22

[My existence begets regrets]
I am not smooth
I am not soft
I am not angry or mean
I'm just a little shut off
Shut off like the answer no
Or like the way water never holds

So dry and cracked
My heart is set back
Yeah just like the moon
When it's a silver resting on its back
I will not say
Just exactly how I feel
Because all of the answers
Have yet to be revealed

Says M. Ferrick & I can't seem to find a reason to rebutt.
I don't expect anyone to possibly understand but God bless you if you do.
& I hope God blesses you more to let you pass it on, if necessary.

I seem to want to say so many things but idk where to start or where to end. So bear with me with such useless summary:

I am burned out. I am pretty bored of routines. I am taking in too much tar.
But I'm contented, in the sense that I'm so preoccupied that I don't have time to stray or bruise egos or dent hearts.
Add to that, there are people who care enough to spare some care/concern for me & people who trust me enough to confide in me. Can't thank you guys enough.

I need new eyes & new feet. They're wearing out.


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