[My voice doesn't sound quite like mine] The ritual did it again. I don't remember when was the last time I had to use it. Prolly with Fir, that was a whole lifetime ago. But we all know he's gone with the winds for a dead long time nao. Or was it Suf from the same lifetime? Or was it Shazzy from quite sometime back?
Anywoways, it's a whole different face this time. For the boy who causes hurt, He finds his ways to unhurt and not hurt anymore But it's something he just can't help Blaming himself doesn't do much good, Running away isn't exactly a choice. Only if he could see, He didn't have to be so alone & even if he already knew what loneliness was, It didn't have to be right now. Running away isn't exactly his choice, All he wanted was to stop what he was best at; Hurting the ones he could never unravel himself to. Because there's a place in his soul that's been hurting, Untouched, un-nursed.
& you know what scares me? That it cuts too close to my own bones.