It's been exactly a week since randomization took over me.
So I'll tell you things at random.
I went back to slavery.
I got last month's, 5 or 6-working-days worth of, pay. I surprisingly earned a slightly-more-than-decent amount of cash.
I checked out of home & into my mini escapade. In layman terms, I didn't come home for two nights. I spent 48 hours, more or less, at & with Hui Ting.
Why am I so convinced the same thought is flying through all you wankers right nao? *narrows eyes*
It was something refreshing for once cos I didn't have to be woken up at 5am or something to come scurrying back home just so my parents won't know I snuck out, like the other nights.
Instead, we slept at 5am through 2pm. Hahahahha.
& the whole time we were in the house, I wore shorts. Like, motherfucking girly Britneyish shorts. Cos I soaked mine when we went dipping in the pool at 2am & talked with the light-activated frogs.
& I'm only making this public cos it has already become public by HT.
Thanks ah thanks. Fuck you la Kevin. HAHAHAHAHA.
In the two days, only two things remained constant for the both of us:
We disturbed them Siglap kids during their study time & the size of our bank accounts shrunk drastically.
& this is why the whole world knows we can't date each other.
She's definitely the last person I want a U-haul with. Unless I was gonna die in a couple of days & I didn't know where to spend the rest of my money.
I bought a new book! It's so fucking wired, it's as though the book's reading the way I write.
I bought a new piece of awzm clothing that I cringed, cried, yay-ed & smiled as I let the cashier beep into my bank account.
I had the best munchmarathon in the past two days! I would trade it with fucks anyfuckingday!
I only used up a pack & a half.
OH! DID I TELL YOU: I CAUSED AN EXPLOSION. \M/ Like a serious explosion. The kind of explosion with the same meaning when you look them up in the dictionary. Fun siol!
B Mom gave me a fuck you when she spotted me with books at Kino. :D
I'm glad I picked her mood up Saturday night. Only yesterday I found out about things that imbued her mind of late. & F Mom texted me today! Hee. I heart me mommies!
On pay day,
Mami: Hari ni puasa tak? [Are you fasting today?]
B Mom: Tak boleh. [Cannot]
Me: Patut ah hari ni biru! [No wonder you're in blue today! - I was referring to her bra colour]
*Cue B Mom fans herself like she's dancing to Hah hah hah in Whine Up's vid*
I sometimes forget she's a grown woman. Soz + Hahahaha!
I was leaning against nothing!
My phone died & doesn't want to charge on HT's laptop. Soz to whoever who texted! Yes, all 23 of you.
I realized I could possibly be hooked onto Stone B, or the idea of her.
Playing I've Never with Green Tea is tak cool.
& in my own independant, selfish & non-rebellious world,
I wish I had a place I can call my own.
A home that I built & still know I can still go home to the home I've been living in since I came to this world. Y'know what I'm saying?
A space that's mine, where I can & cannot do whatever the fuck I want & don't want to.
Where I won't forget the blue sky, the sunrise & all the space between.
Maybe I'll move out when I've graduated.
& in my own selfless, twisted & wired ways,
I wish I had a turn in getting hurt instead of being the hurt that I am.
I wish I could cry over an argument.
I wish I wasn't so stoned inside.
But it's the only way I know I get to walk out & be out alive.
It's the linchpin of getting through frames of events that contribute to the final film; my life.
& OMG K BANDS ARE SHO CUTE NAK MAMPOS !
