[So when we fall in love, let me know you're vaccinated from my disease] I just wanna stop thinking so practically for a bit. I can go back to that when school re-opens.
I wish I knew when to say yes to certain things more often. I want to complain & whine, but I don't exactly have anything to whine & complain about. Or maybe I do.
Idk why but sometimes I do feel compelled to ruin pretty pictures & scenes that even I paint myself. I'm so afraid I'd hurt you if I swing your way. I don't mean to be so ignorant but it's the only way I know you won't have to deal with this disease. My disease. But then again, I'm so accustomed to my way of living/dealing with things. I want something new. So go on, surprise me. Sweep me off my heavy obese feet. Renew my horizon. It's a dare. & I want it soonish.
Yes, I am entirely aware of how I'm all about me these few posts/weeks/days. I'm taking the driver's seat for a while. I want to know I'm important enough to have anyone, at all, actually acknowledge my presence or the things I say or the way I handle things.
Highlights of my week: MY MOMMIES LEFT ON FRIDAY MORNING. I MET SHA TWICE. I'm so appy appy appy for this!! But I miss you still. OSHARE IS OMG SHOOO CUTE.
I think I could be crazy enough to purchase the Weekender ticket for Singfest. I wanna run along the waters & write songs & sing my heart out sometime this week. It's time I watch the sunrise again, hugged in the warm arms of a blanket & let my eyes twinkle in tears from the glare of the rising morning sun.
