[She evolves into something you're not conditioned to;]
Major TD in the afternoon yesterday but I let it get shoved away. TD turned out to be actual drama. I didn't see that coming, I swear. At least I'm glad I wasn't asleep yet when the phone rang, or I'd sound totally unglam & start cussing. I don't know how things were (or whether it even did get) resolved after I hung up. But it's too early to tell if bonds broken can mend & still be the same. All I know is it'll work itself out.
Hey, I know what it feels like to be watching her evolve into something else. She was all about you since I met her & she'd do nothing against your bidding. Until now. Like you, I'm trying to place a finger on this sudden evolution. It does make me sad quite a bit & at the same time I'm rather glad. The girl's growing up. I think the only reason why you extended into a rage last night is because you're not conditioned to the fact that your baby's finally growing up. & she, on the other hand, isn't conditioned to swing the same way her siblings did. Do the math on age gap.
But I'm definitely in no position to interfere. But at the same time, you have to realize that some things are better left unsaid.
She was your kid once. Now she's just a kid. FTF?
Girl, I know you're flailing but it's a phase. You mess with the mom, you gotta clear it up yourself. You already used up your last resort: Me. I can't help you anymore. I haven't seen you in ages & BAM! you shoved this in my face. Still, I miss you very much.
