That was one intense post wasn't it? Howell, that's 8 days past due. HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY SHA BABY! I hope I'll get to see her sometime soon cos it just doesn't seem right to wish someone without seeing them personally. I miss her too.
So I've been working long hours & on most days, so much so some of them kids think I'm addicted to work. Hell no. I work for moolah :D I mean, what else am I supposed to do? Sit at home & rot? I can't possibly hang out everyday because my ATM's getting dry & there's still 6 more days till pay day. I srsly hope this coming paycheck's worth the work or I'll just curl up & die or turn to Chronic Depression like Liyana. Hahaha.
I still find it funny how I can actually hang with Farihin & Gavin & Azmee & JM, post/pre-work hours. It's still stupid how they all actually like Fiona Xie. What noobs. Zero standard.
I miss my friends, both far & near home. I miss my tiny fucked up family with the postman boys. I miss them kids from Adrie's scene. I basically miss hanging out & talking for long hours.
I miss school as well. My fate's sealed. Now Imma compete with all the smart noobs for a spot at TP or TPJC. & if I do make it to TPJC, I'm gonna make minahs kiss my ass & make Malay an optional third language. Srsly, that JC needs a breath of fresh England air.
Ohoh, remember Stone B? Nyaaah. I met her after work today. As in, I bumped into her. She was basically just bumming around in town so we ended up hanging out down at Fullerton. Thank my Tian I changed into my own clothes after work & that I wore thicker socks [so it didnt stink when I changed into slippers]. Stone B's got me fixated. She's so smart, the way she speaks. She wows me, the way she analyzes anything & anyone. But she's annoying, the way she dresses semi-Shane. Cos when I see her, guilt curls up inside, feels like I'm cheating on Shane /: She's got boxy shoulders like Ikhwan, only hers slightly gentler. It kinda kills the whole Shane look, so it's good. I don't want anyone to take over my baby, even appearance-wise. She's something fresh, for me at least, considering I usually chase skirts.
& Shane needs to get laid, pronto. Or maybe she never got over Carmen. You bitter little psycho sneaky Jaffe-garbage thing. I sent an e-mail to Moennig this morning. Think she'll write back? Fat hope, mofo.
