[Someday I'll intentionally accidentally meet you] Because if I don't do this I'd just fucking burst. Click off cos you can't make head or tail of what I'm about to type. :D
So we have exes by the same name, infatuation with the same Spongebob, eat the same sort of Calbee, most of our clothes are black &/or band ones &/or self-designed, share the same love in apparel designing, secretly hardcore dance in our own rooms, up & about when we're not sleeping, almost always not home, have the same I-need-dentures pose, same stripey socks, same soft spot for cute babies & we kinda have the same hair? Only hers is waaaaaay lawa-er. YES. I SAID. LAWA-ER. & she just came back from working with Suria. Idk why but I'm so excited to see her name when the credits roll when the show finally airs. Yes, I will watch Suria for her. FYIW. Hahahaha. Noh, she art noh Malay frick. But she knows her roots. She plays just as hard as she works. Fucking hardcore kid, gigging all over the world & still has fun on set. & her pasar Malay not bad. So cute. HAHAHAHAHA. & to think she can endure so much, still smile so much despite being torn inside. I'm so fucking proud of her. She's just so Whoa that it blows my mind 360 degress around the world before it comes back. (Delete Corolis effect).
But the thing about us is that, there is no us. Haha. I'm being so much the stalker that I am that I'm taking it farther than when I stalked K.I. back then. OMFG. Infatuation? To a small degree. Admiration? FOKYEH. It's like I want my life to end up like hers or at least, I'll grow up to be like her. I wanna be mind-blowing like her, I wanna be lawa like her, I wanna be independant like her. I just wanna be superfuckingamazing like her :D ILUMACAMNAKMAMPOS. Now that's a hell lot of hardwork.
Ohoh I met Aqilah today. & I had a great chat with Zy on my cell after soooo long. I miss it when we were younger & had the time of our lives. HAPPY 16TH HT.(K). My baby's getting old, she'll have wrinkles like me :D I'm glad today happened, for the better or for the worst.
