[For them hearts that tear, no thanks to dickheads] So this one's for the girl that had her heart ripped out & swallowed hard by the boy she really thought she could finally settle with.
True, she took off one too many times this year but dood, she's young. It's time she gets some adventure, ya know wuh i'm sayin?
When I got the text my heart went piak piak piak for her. Just picturing her crying so much makes me wince & cringe inside. Hello? Two fucking years went kappish kablak kiankeong just like that. Yeah, who the fuck am I to feel/speak like this for her & of him. Fucking sue me. I'm possessive even without possessing her in the first place. She doesn't even know I exist. HI I ART STALKAHHH. But if I had my ways, I'd have him sued. Hahaha. I'm looking from the outside. & even then, it tells too much that I could see the inside. Maybe, perhaps. Just fucking look at the pictures where it's just the two in them. See how she beams & her eyes brigten up? How many girlfriends can show that off standing by their boyfriends after 2 fucking years? The minority. God, this sucks. Why now, when the year's coming so close to an end? Why now, when I don't know her yet & I can't be there for her? Why now, when she's back just for a short break?
Me ranting wouldn't go nowhere. So what have I got left to/can do? Pray & wish she'll be okay. That she'll get over this as fast as I should get over the A Math setback. Pray that this is just one of the few wrong turns she's to make before finding the right one. Pray that she'll come out of this stronger than ever, that there're other fishes in the sea just waiting for her line to reel in. She's a big girl now, she can handle this. She'll take this & she'll leave this. I gave up that only star for her tonight. I hope this helps, perhaps spiritually? (K) ILK. ILK. ILK.
