[With all the blood that spills from my heart] SINGSINGSINGfest for $98! says: will you go then? JOSIE RUN AWAY WITH ME says: can't. i'm dry in the pockets. i'd save up if i could but i'd only be able to cough out a hundred by the 1st. SINGSINGSINGfest for $98! says: then how will you run away with me? :(
Aww. I will, someday. Maybe. That's the first ever today that made me snap out of my whateverness. I've been really ill-tempered & wired of late. If you ask me why, I'd rip your head off cos I don't know why. HT says it's a sign period's coming but in my case, that's hard to tell cos as almost everyone'd know mine's irregular (insert Skinneh's jealous face). Yesterday was cool nonetheless. HP OOTP was good, you should watch it - soon. Otherwise, I'm either oblivious to the world or I'm too immersed in something. It doesn't help that I've a whole new stack of foolscap to doodle on. Knowing me, what else would I do to it then to write.
Just what would my Epitaph say? I’ve been dying to say this to you I’ve been holding back for too long It’s piercing my heart too deep Pour out my heart in a form of a song But now I wonder if you would ever get to, hear it at all But here I go anyway, here I go anyway:
I’m falling faster I’m sinking underneath Heart’s pounding harder I find it hard to breathe I’m falling deeper, falling deeper Deeper in love with you.
I’ve been dying to say this to you And these feelings’ are all that’s left I hope you know how you stole my heart You should be proud to be charged with theft If it’s a crime to watch you walk away, Then cuff my wrists, take me away I don’t wanna stay, please arrest me today:
I’m falling faster I’m sinking underneath Heart’s pounding harder I find it hard to breathe I’m falling deeper, falling deeper Deeper in love with you
I want my will right next to me While you see my heart die right in front of you I want it burnt in your hands As if to prove, there can never be me and you Even if you’re hurting so bad deep inside You’d never reside and come running to me. Craft my epitaph with these words in bold, “The one who’s love never was returned, Yet she let bleed her heart for the one she could never hold”
& that left me crying, for a while at least. I mean, who the fuck cries over their own composition! /:
