[Happy 1st Birthday, Dino's guitar - according to the ancient species himself] There's Motivational Camp for me. Minimal impact? Fucking hell not. But it's tiring, crying is. HI RAMESH. God bless that man after that sudden fall, the first in 5 years, right in front of everyone. He's got self-esteem holright. Sucks though cos I didn't get a taste of the limelight. HT & JT can kiss my fat ass. I cried myself an ocean deep :D & I guess that despite everything, including ego, when we were all in the same auditorium it boils down to one thing: Where did/do/will you see yourself? Everyone of us benefits from it, that's undeniable. & sometimes only at such situations you get to realize you're not alone & fear doesn't exist. The few people I'm proud of? Maxine; for participating 100% in cheers & being my leaning shoulder, for feeling for others in the limelight. Kian Keong; for going through this much despite being pwned & taking it in his stride, never one day passes without him smiling. Dino; for finally letting reality sink into him & sit in his head, knowing it's okay to be confused. Val; for speaking up for herself & shove shit back into Eric Tan's face.
I came in as a tourist, I emerged out the manager of the tourist board..if you get my drift. I had fun throughout. Fuck, who didn't? Now we're counting 81 days before the big Os. WE'RE COMING HOME, YOU KNOW IT'S NOW OR NEVER. Chasing after time yet there's almost none left. I intended to kickstart today by giving my all in class but the flu/fever attacked me & I only saw day at 8ish in the morning. I came for SMT later greeted by a plastic pink flower & Richard's "Good Morning, Shida!" I came home to G texts & notes & things due Friday night.
I miss the other kids. I miss Zhuliana. I miss Sha. I miss HT. Hi, What Goes Around Come Around is playing. I miss you that much. Oh, MOMMAY WANTS ME IN A DRESS FOR PROM. ):
