[Maybe cos I love you more than you can ever imagine] YAYAYAYAY. I met aqilah again today & there's always something great about seeing her, prolly cos I miss her like makkautaklehcarry. Qa'niah has bangs! & Zahrah's still as noisy as I remember. But Ruqaiyyah still won't talk to me. Hahaha. They're still has fantastico as evarr. I played pool with Babat, fucking cooool cansx. Then went down to eat & hang. Then up again & watched Home United VS Gombak United. We were fucking screaming man, padahal the parents' room was just beside the tv room. Haha. Then took the bus with Zhuliana & Zuhdi plus Su & Shaz at the back. Zhuliana dropped at Tanah Merah. Me & Zuhdi took 222 & semi-moshed in the back seat hahaha.
So yeah, as many have noticed I kinda went lesap for the past week. I'd cut off all access to communication with the outside world - internet-wise that is. But as for my cell? I kinda lost it, & yes, in the house. I can't be bothered to go find it. So there you go. It's kinda good really, sorta like a huge burden off my shoulders, idk why. So I decided yesterday night that it was enough mia-ing & went to check my inbox & whoa, it was overwhelming to say the very least haha. Picture two pages of e-mails, excluding friendster, myspace, quaffs, auctions. I took me almost an hour to clear them out. & another for the four mentioned.
But for another reason, I haven't gotten out of bed except on Wednesday (outing with Aqilah&Zai). Why you ask? There's just something about home that doesn't feel right & it brings my mood down that I don't bother to get off the mattress except to bathe, get ritter sports & reach out for textbooks. I've had my fair share of tears & soul-searching all those hours in bed but idk if I'm okay. The irony is that I sing impromtu-ly in the midst of anything & it's as if I'd written a whole song with my chorus going "Someone get me outta here, Without me shedding a single tear I'd do anything to make you stay Yet I really want you to go away"
Talk about paradox man. & yeah, with that I'd cry even more. I swear I feel like a fucking wuss all emo & shit like this.
24 hours left, YAY. This Sunday's decked from 11 am onwards. Please dear god, go easy on my atm card/wallet/striking conversation skills/stomach. haha. But the highlight of the day would be getting to spend dinner with some old kids from the block. Which converts to skipping A math tuition cos the actual teacher's not gonna be there anyway. Ooof, that means I gotta go easy on lights. Haha HEEELP. I've been clean since last Friday. HT IS SO PROUD OF ME. MU4CKIEX. Yes, these lips are still rubber sealed baby. HT + MY HEART HAHAHAHA. Whaddaya know? We should share the same heartbreaker necklace man. Not our fault la, we just attract wrong attention hahahaa.
KAYE I'M GOING ON A POKER/POOL ROLL, WHO'S UP FOR IT?! Usually i'd say buzz me, but idk where's my cell. So uh, nudge me? hahaha. Merry Weekends to you.
