Wednesday, April 11
HAHAHAH WHAT THE FRICKIN FRACK! I am so skill cos I had the SS Longman in my hands during the test yesterday but bloody Ms Soh had to come round just as I was trying to copy down the stuff so I panicked and threw it over Syed's bag to make it seem like HE left it there hahahaha. & all throughout Wy was calling me a slut. & because Ms Soh thought he was annoying me he was sent out of the class.HAPPY FUCKING 16TH BIRTHDAY ZHULIANA!
& yes, it's just wishful thinking of you that you can get married to Daniel now. Sure dream big, girl! Oh that reminds me, I need to go get Jacqueline's present too.
& HAPPY FUCKING 16TH (+ 1 DAY) BIRTHDAY JACQ!
So it's down to eight days to my turn. But I'm not really looking forward to it. Neither am I looking forward to getting a year older nor to "having to be responsible for myself". Not that I'm dependant but yeah. Idk, for some reason the whole -OMGOMG- anticipation of birthdays just fade into the nothingness as I grow up. But I do still enjoy celebrating others' birthdays & getting them presents traditionally.
SHEEEET ZY I STILL OWE YOU FROM LAST YEAR /: I SHOULD DIE.
& yes, I do know it's yet another set of 8 days closer to Os.
Fuckityfuckfuckfuck.
On another note,
I've forgotten how to be angry (no, I wasn't angry up there ^) & I only realized it whilst walking with Zhuliana back to her lair. It's good & I don't see the significance of getting angry anyway. Life's a lot simpler when you pick up everything that makes you angry & turn it into sacarsm back into the face of whoever had made you fire up. Yeap, I love life too much like that.
