Saturday, March 3
I feel the need to just fall apart and break away from anything, everything.Fade out and into the background, watch the world go by for a while. Possibly even cutting off access to the internet, the phone, the people that surround me.But I'm chasing against time, I can't afford to waste it.Fucking Os are settling in 6 months 3 weeks from now and I'm fucked up so bad that I don't even know if I can clear Prelims. I don't know what to think, even if I do I don't know how to act on it. Above everything, I'm letting it go bit by bit. I can't deny how much it's pierced right through the heart so badly that I feel useless, I can't even force myself out of bed. You'd probably think I'm whack but I guess she deserves better? And maybe I'm not cut to be with her.Look at you now, running around with no hope cos you're lost
rewind and click playback.
