How was I to know I'd be jabbing myself dead soon? No one stated nothing of this when we went for interview. So yeah, not only will I fall fucking sick but I'll have to waste a bomb too. And all this fund-raising is being a barrier to my revision hours WTBFFFF, to think I was so into it. Oh, I PASSED THE PREVIOUS MATH COMMON TEST! haha, achievement of the month.
Alright, the evening spent was good. Cool & refreshing, in fact. God, I didn't realize till he showed up, that I missed him so bad. The way his stupid non-gook head looks around for my table and when he finally spots me he'll walk that pretty walk and lets a smile slip onto his lips just as he takes the seat. Shat! I wanted to cry so bad; why does he have such a pretty face but jealousy so green? He still bites on the straw the same way.The hair didn't change a wee bit. Neither did his oh-my-fuck-gorgeous eyes lose its twinkle, and he still listens to Usher's 'YEAH' LOLLOLLOLL, not that I bother. And, he's still wearing the silver on his finger. <\\3 Haha, thanks to the rain we didn't get to count the stars tonight but got ourselves soaking wet and sucking ice pops. He's sweet enough to get me in the phone booth quickly. For that one moment I thought of the Closet episode of South Park and the R. Kelly song replayed in my head. HAHAHAH Anyway, we talked all sorts waiting for the rain to get slightly less heavy. He went nuts about artists I don't know actually exist and all the latest top hits, was cute though since not many boys really show how psyched they are about anything. And he lets a couple of smiles slip onto his lips every now and then. ahhh.
DAMMIT, he's so sweet but quite a twart sometimes. Why does he have to be so contradicting?!
