So today marks the third month after Peony & Orchid Inc.'s devastation. Our biggest devastation apart from our grades. You know, we all thought we'd have our hearts all mended out and set our minds to bury it away but we can't. It's just to huge and close to our hearts to let it go. This is indelible.Just to commemorate our helinous downfall, I'm wearing black inside out for the next whole week.
21st October 2005 The day when an eclipse hovered over us. The day when we twisted our knives down our own backs. The day we set our hearts up on the dartboard. The day our arteries tear.
It hurts as if someone's just gobbled your whole heart right out your ribs. It really does.
'Melody of the song we used to sing, Now seems so far, just slowly fading Remember the jokes we used to crack? But when retold now, they all sound whack. Let's rewind our little journey, Just three months before January We've put aside our differences, And piece together all our ideas. We stood six abreast and put up a fight, Our bond is now so fucking tight. The effort we've given's a hundred percent Our cashbox stocked up, cent by cent. Alas, the emcee announces our name, We cried the tears we couldn't tame. Our hearts flinched as if they're belted, Second place wasn't what we wanted. Ode to this very day, Back when the light didn't shine our way. We'd bury ourselves in melancholy, Reminiscing this unexpected futility.'