Monday, January 9
I have a billion & one things on my mind and I do jot them down to get sorted out but I don't ever take any action. Yes, my life's as empty as the Pacific Ocean without the waters. Beta tiada kehidupan buat jangka masa ini, Tolong!
Life fucks even more when I don't have a reason not to come home straightaway. Home used to be so packed with my brother screaming & my sister prancing in front of the mirror but now there's no one but me. And the still silence. And Loco - which makes me smile less & less. And tonnes of things to cook but I'm all lazy.I step into the room, plant my butt in front of my desk & don't get up until dinner or when whatever show I want to watch is on. It annoys me now that my cell beeps very often the whole time I'm at home. The device that seems to be irrelevent for the past years is now a must have, phfft. It's bad. On the plus side, I'm paying attention during class & it's as if I'm on Default 'Copy-down-notes' Mode. Really. I'm much nicer now, not saying any fuck unnecessarily & probably a wee bit laughing too much.For today's plus, I got my 6th mail since New Year from Ohio, ahh.I swear I kissed the screen ten times before I read the mail & thrice as much after I replied. I don't know why but it seems fun e-mailing & anticipating the reply, haha. Life Spicer-ups:- A new Oxford Dictionary- A new Kamus- A 2nd Spanish Dictionary- BTBM's AlaskaI need them quick before I die of limited vocabulary.
