So there's tonnes of things that's happened this year, at least to me. I've learnt to sober down & actually got myself a new dictionary in January. I learnt to cut my own hair properly, a few cut's names & I dyed my hair Copper Red. I almost got whatever I wanted this year but just not everything. I've cried a few oceans deep & got my heart shattered and plastered back a number of times. I poked my lip. I've trashed out many clothes and i came across a handful of Shitheads too. My grades were a big miss, my cca almost shut in my face (i wish it totally had) and perhaps, more shopping trips towards the end. I've performed for two small live gigs, that's ten golden points for me & the aftershow-party were always awesome and Suf would still prance around in his Hawaiian shirt. I got to crash the gates of major gigs of the year - HF '05 & BayBeats. I met a handful of awesome new people including Isaac :/ Only God knows how much I miss him (& how thankful I am that he's not able to read this). But I guess 2 simple outings with him & his other friends are enough for him to last forever in my head. E-mails aren't that bad though. I'm proud to say I've gotten a bigger circle of friends, even in school. And thanks to ZY Sha Suf Ashraf Aqilah & Din for keeping my pace constant whenever I was running at a thousand miles an hour going off the cliff or whenever I would stumble over a twig. A Big thanks to Brian Molko, too, for keeping me in the correct state of mind with his photos that i made a mini shrine of & his songs - I could never get bored. ASL & Thrice have put me up through tonnes of things & on the bus/train rides to anywhere. OSD deserves a thumbs up, for those jamming sessions where I can just scream myself hoarse because I couldn't stand myself or other whatnots. 2005 has taught me that good things don't really last. They come too suddenly & go just as fast. For one, it would be BizWorld Asia 2005. I didn't ask for it. I entered reluctantly but through the process I woke up & got all enthusiatic about it. I worked hard, all the six of us did. We fucking knew first place was ours. But I guess there's always a twist of fate. For another, oh :/ There's still 2S. We've actually got together. We blab in between classes, got scolded but miraculously have received zero complains from any teacher or any head of any department. Haha, silent delinquents wtf. We've had the best of time any other classes would.
And funnily, I fell truthfully in love the first half of the year, although technically it started November the year before. It actually pains when goodbye calls. I've had the best of time indeed. I could still picture the boat rides, aimless walks & tonnes of talks. And i could still be myself throughout. It's too bad it went bust in the bad light. Still, thanks if You're reading.
If I had to entitle this year it would have to be Relationships That Makes Or Breaks The You
