Days have been good, and hours have been wisely spent. Yeah, and pre-fasting helps cos it takes my mind off the damned kitchen/fridge/provision store, mainly foodmuches. So far i've touched on history - all eight chapters, and a teensy wee bit on digestion and circulatory body system for Science, and things to do with algebra and cones/pyramids/spheres for math. i still have a LONG way to go. i wonder how braniacs like Alvin can fit everything in. yeah, i'd break down here and there but they're never major. just short screams and growls, never tears. i don't see the point in soaking my sample papers anyway.oh and not to worry, Suf, i did not succumb to the dart board and poke holes all over you. (: my brother has been a honey since i got back on friday. he's as young as six, and giving me tips to calm down. i let my hair down a bit whenever he's around cos a) i don't want to scare him with roars and, b) i don't want him to grow up like me, being a nutwit at everything. he's already ripping his kiddy books apart and reading Lime, he's also screaming along with the radio when ASL is playing, and he's lazy completing homework. he's still young, i have to change somehow. (oh great, now i sound like i'm his Mom.) still, i wouldn't know how to live at home without him. he's probably the only reason i come home for. Things between me and my parents have loosen up a bit, we could talk easier now. and that made my brother a bit better. (he was screaming/kicking in the air whenever my mom and i fought, he always does) that's a load off for him.
so anyway, i've twenty more days to pay back. and it's two more days to a whole month of fasting. Good Luck To ME.
and let's hope no edible items 'merayu-rayu nafsuku' through the month. BAHAHAHAHA