well, i didn't do pretty well for the CA and i'd expected it. i didn't pay much attention so i very well deserve it. at least, i'm not bawling like the earlier two terms. however, i've let mom down again and she didn't lecture me this time. i guess she's totally given up on me now and i don't blame her. i've been going out too much yeah, mum? i've been off track for quite a while. i'm not saying i'm giving up through and through, though i'd rather have my mom yakkitty yak yak cos at least i know she still cares and still has that slight hope i'm capable of getting good grades and makes me think and drives me to actually study. well, for the next nine days of school-free days, top on my list are humanities, science and of course, math. i'll take it two subjects per day and put malay on hold until school re-opens. oh, and THREE CHEERS FOR NO NURMIN FOR ONE WHOLE BLOODY WEEK. i'm not being mean but her ways of teaching is just plain cheebye. and she wastes time. oh whatever.
things are gonna change for the better, i'm gonna promise myself this.
