to date things aren't going my way. it doesn't suck though. at least i've got a reason to push it all out : thick texts to distinctions :DD when i got home yesterday, i went on a five-hour math-study marathon. but of course, my brain was so dead after that that i slept for ages. i had to push myself to the study table and make my brian wake up to store science notes. i've been sucking on ice since friday heh.
okay, so i have things to do: a) study for science test b) read through karangan samples c) freak-out d) more study marathons (: now that it states, being fourteen isn't so bad afterall. i have short to-do lists with bendable deadlines. it beats being a legal grown-up - working my wits out fixing the mountaining bills or blowing up the kitchen to cook/do laundry. still, i miss busting my dad's office earning my own keep. but there's still upcoming holidays to get that done anyway. And skipping Netball HELPS too. i have all the time in the world to do things, like sitting in front of this screen for 16 hours every day. Just so you know, skipping the schizo is a big load of burden off my damned shoulders. (think Vivian with the saggy boobs, vibrating flabs and her fuck attitude/face thrown into the Sun) - yeah, it's as good as that. HALELUJAH. still, hopefully Viv'll finally give up on the team and let you all live one last time. no, i'm not influencing you. it's just that the training times are ridiculous. we could've worked our brians out on thick texts and get distinctions. this doesn't apply on me though but there're many smarty pants on the team - wasting your lives on stupid fuck netball. but Saidah doesn't apply though. she's just sucking up to Yati.
there you go. - i've broken all three bells. it's time for my love life to be history. goodbye broken hearts. hello textbooks.
