Saturday, June 18
have you ever wondered or thought of what awaits you tomorrow? will your internet still be working? will the water in your shower still run? will your PARENTS still be around to watch you,guide you and be within your vision and your grasp? have you ever thought what life would be without them? I,for one,have always been taking their presence for granted,as well as many million others.Always having them give you money to eat,shop and provide,to give you the best shelter,letting you stay up late and go out with your friends,almost everything you ever wanted.still you get mad at them,scowl at them or even throw a big fit when they don't let you get things in your way.you think it's unfair,but do you know how unfair you are to them? you're like the ripP4r,the fucking free-loader.they work their guts out,provide you the necessary but you're still not grateful nomatter how many YESes they've granted you earlier and only focusing on that ONE 'NO'.your littlest sour face sets their heart aflame with much pain,reapproachig themselves whether they've done something drastically wrong to their own parents to deserve this from you.
so if tomorrow arrives,and you wake up without your parents by your side,or anywhere else in the living world,what would you do? cry your hearts and bawl-out your eyes and look through the family album and cry harder when you see their stilled faces? and then start reapproaching yourself for everything wrong you've done and regretting not saying any SORRIES before? and visit their graves and church/mosque back and forth,every single day? THINK: What's The Use Then? Crying and Reapproaching and Regretting won't bring the dead back to life. don't you think it's just too late? don't you want to turn back time,even for a few minutes to express your gratitude and appreciation towards them and saying those six most simple words yet the hardest to truly mean,'I Love You' and 'I'm Really Sorry',at LEAST once? then your family will suffer because you're not paying attention to them.who will do the laundry? who will take care of the family's needs and expenses? who will feed and change the baby's diaper? who will have to drop school? who will have to give up their ambitions? are your relatives reliable enough to help you out and be there until their death calls?
you can't exactly trust everyone to take care of your family's well-being.
myself,like any other human,is not able to know what will happen tomorrow or even in the next few minutes.everyday is unpredictable. whether or not we pull through each day,is both,in our strength, faith and hardwork and in God's hands.He is the One who sets our fate.so here,i'm trying to convey,pay attention to your loved ones and cherish every little time you have with them.express yourselves in a healthy way.talk the anger out,not vent.cry the sadness out,not bottle them up.and spread the love,not let it stay stagnant.
forgive and forget,not instill hatred and vengence.we'll all be happy and our lives shall be lengthen,if God's willing.
i'm setting myself to adjust to this way of life.and hopefully,i can at least,fulfill this one wish.
God Bless.
