Monday, May 9
my brother's asleep = i loner =(
yes,i miss him THAT much although he's just a few feet away.we were yakking full-on about spongebob before he drifted.english is almost a goner and malay is moderate.i'm panicking now.but i'm helpless.anyway,i'll leave a song i've scribbled through,completed.but it doesn't have choruses.just continuous verses
Watching Her Fade - OSD
at midnight when the clock hands go their separate ways
we sit there all alone and wait for dear daylight
my lips dodge teardrops from her eyes
her hands touch me pleading,"please stay longer"
wistful words of love and lies
the mood is set,silent and pure sombre
i wish i could remember your name
and are you worth the price i'll pay?
let's be discreet
this is the beat
of my heart yelling,"come and be with me"
razor sharp your fingernails trace violence on my back
should i pull the plug,and end this heart attack
bury my lips under rocks and layers of cement
these hands will kill no longer,after i'm through with you
lost in your eyes the coulur blue
makes me realize i'll never forget you
the scent of your hair,like prison a toxic perfume
jumpstarts my frail heart it beats every second by the though of you
why couldn't you have just stayed the same?
my spirits dead,your soul is saved
